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The Eyes Through Which I See

Phoebe Yi Ling
How many times have I tried to hide my “chinky” eyes?
Open them up wide and dress in disguise,
A most clever way to advertise
The ignorance behind my lack of pride.
 
Chasing after dreams that were never mine–
Available only in a certain colour, shape, and size.
My name on paper was a sentence I didn’t realize;
Phoneticized, criticized, disenfranchised.
 
What does it mean to adapt in order to survive?
Winning only seems to come at the end of great sacrifice.
Having lost the root of language, I can only rationalize
That my vision is my voice and 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐝.
Phoebe Yi Ling
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